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When hunger is older than this lifetime<\/h1>\n

How survival memory shaped
\nmy relationship with food<\/span><\/h2>\n

There has always been a sense of urgency around food in my life.
\n<\/span>You can explain behavior through your experiences, your childhood, your family, and your choices. <\/span>And sometimes that explanation still does not touch the core. <\/span>
\nSome patterns refuse to stay neatly inside this lifetime. <\/span>They show up as obsessions, impulses, or fears that feel out of proportion.
\n<\/span>Like my relationship with food.<\/span><\/p>\n

This blog is about hunger, safety, and control. <\/span>About experiences in this life, inherited memory, and past lives.
\n<\/span>About the moment I realized that to understand my food obsession, I had to look far beyond my own history.<\/span><\/p>\n

You do not have to believe in past lives to read this.
\n<\/span>You only have to be open to the idea that some patterns did not begin where you think they did.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Why this story, why now?<\/h2>\n

I am in Hawaii right now, visiting a photographer, a dear friend<\/a> I have met here twenty-three years ago.
\n<\/span>We traveled together. She knows me well.<\/span><\/p>\n

The first thing she did when I landed was not hug me or ask about my flight.
\n<\/span>She said, \u201cI put an emergency snack bar in the car for you.\u201d
\n<\/span>Then she added, \u201cI have food at home. I cooked soup. I bought a chicken and things for salad. I just want to make sure you don\u2019t go hungry.\u201d
\n<\/span>She laughed and said, \u201cI know what happens when you don\u2019t eat.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

I laughed too. <\/span>I told her it was sweet, but really, I could take care of myself. <\/span>I had brought snacks.<\/span><\/p>\n

Then we arrived at her house. She opened the fridge.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Yogurt parfaits.
\n<\/span>Prepared meals.
\n<\/span>Nuts, sliced fruit. Berries.
\n<\/span>Everything portioned into little cups and bowls.
\n<\/span>Everything ready to eat.<\/span><\/p>\n

And she kept checking in.<\/p>\n

\u201cAre you hungry?\u201d
\n<\/span>\u201cDo you want this?\u201d
\n<\/span>\u201cDo you want that?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

It was loving.
\n<\/span>It was caring.<\/span><\/p>\n

And also, if I am honest, almost excessive.<\/span><\/p>\n

We started talking about food trauma \/ PTSD.<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/h2>\n

This is not about surviving<\/h2>\n

I am obsessed with food.
\n<\/span>Everyone who knows me knows this.
\n<\/span>I am the first one at a buffet. <\/span>If I am hungry, I will steal the mango out of your hands. <\/span>I always carry snacks.
\n<\/span>I think about the next meal while I am still eating the current one.<\/span><\/p>\n

For years, I had a perfectly acceptable explanation.
\n<\/span>I had participated in the European <\/span>Survivor<\/em> reality TV show: \u2018Expeditie Robinson\u2019
\n<\/span>A month on an uninhabited island, without food. <\/span>Of course that left a mark.
\n<\/span>It sounded logical. <\/span>It ended the conversation.<\/span><\/p>\n

Until I looked at older photos. <\/span>Long before the Survivor TV show, I was always the one eating at parties while everyone else was talking or dancing.<\/span><\/p>\n

This was not new. This had always been there.<\/span><\/p>\n

When hunger breaks social rules<\/h2>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/h2>\n

The moment I realized this went beyond personality or preference was during my time working for Capgemini. <\/span>I facilitated three-day corporate events. <\/span>Behind the scenes, the crew worked for six days straight. <\/span>Close to a hundred hours. <\/span>Hardly any sleep. <\/span>Starting at five in the morning. <\/span>By lunchtime, I was not just hungry. <\/span>I was obsessed.<\/span><\/p>\n

I pushed past clients and started eating from the buffet before them.
\n<\/span>Management took me aside. <\/span>\u201cEsther, you can\u2019t do this. The clients need to eat first.\u201d
\n<\/span>I looked at them and said, calmly and honestly, <\/span>\u201cI NEED to eat. Otherwise I am not a nice person anymore.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

I was so convincing that they let it happen.
\n<\/span>Maybe they told the clients I had a medical issue.
\n<\/span>In a way, they were right. <\/span>When I don\u2019t eat, I become EVIL.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hunger as inheritance<\/h2>\n

Part of this story is inherited. <\/span>My family is Jewish.
\n<\/span>My father\u2019s parents were in hiding during the Second World War.
\n<\/span>They told stories about food coupons. <\/span>About people who hid them but did not give them all the food they were entitled to.<\/span><\/p>\n

About being completely dependent. <\/span>Not knowing if you would get enough. <\/span>Knowing you could not protest the unfairness.<\/span><\/p>\n

In Jewish families, food equals safety. <\/span>Abundance equals reassurance.
\nLove is expressed through food. Lots of it.<\/span><\/p>\n

That explains a lot. <\/span>But it still did not explain everything…<\/span><\/p>\n

Going even further back in time<\/h2>\n

I have a Dutch friend who is a reincarnation therapist<\/a>. She is good at seeing patterns. <\/span><\/p>\n

When I talk about certain issues, she listens very carefully to the words I use.
\n<\/span>Some words stand out to her. <\/span>She calls them markers<\/em>, sometimes linking to past life experiences.
\n<\/span>When she hears one, she stops me and says, <\/span>\u201cThis is a marker. You need to write a story about this.\u201d
\n<\/span>So I do. <\/span>I sit down and write, without editing, without correcting, without steering it.
\n<\/span>I let the story unfold on its own.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sometimes I do this without her. <\/span>I sit quietly. <\/span>I meditate. <\/span>I bring the issue into focus. <\/span>And then I wait for the first image, scene, or story that appears.
\n<\/span>I do not judge it. <\/span>I do not question whether it makes sense.<\/span>I just write it down.<\/span><\/p>\n

You can do this yourself. Simply ask: \u2018What past life story would make sense for me to have the behavior I have?
\n<\/span>Write down a story right away without thinking too much about it.<\/span><\/p>\n

If this does not come easily to you, working with a reincarnation therapist can help.
\n<\/span>Some use hypnosis. Some work with language, the way my friend does. Others use different techniques.<\/span><\/p>\n

The method is not the point. What matters is that you arrive at a story that makes sense to you.
\n<\/span>It does not matter whether the story is objectively true. <\/span>It does not matter how you get there.
\n<\/span>What matters is that this is the story that comes up for you, and not another one.
\n<\/span>That alone makes it meaningful. <\/span>And very likely, significant.<\/span><\/p>\n

Past life: preparing for winter in a cave<\/h2>\n

When I started exploring past lives, the first image came immediately. <\/span><\/p>\n

Prehistoric times. <\/span>A cave.
\n<\/span>I was an older woman, responsible for preparing food for winter.
\n<\/span>The men hunted. <\/span>We gathered berries, seeds, fat, and meat.
\n<\/span>I stored everything. <\/span>Carefully. <\/span>Strategically.
\n<\/span>I had hiding places everywhere. <\/span>Seeds in one place. <\/span>Grease in another. <\/span>Dried meat. <\/span>Berries.
\n<\/span>Winter was coming, and we were ready.<\/span><\/p>\n

I felt calm. <\/span>Safe. <\/span>At ease.
\n<\/span><\/p>\n

Then another tribe attacked.
\n<\/span>They did not kill us. <\/span>They took all the food. <\/span>Every last bit.
\n<\/span>And then they left…<\/span><\/p>\n

Panic set in.
\n<\/span>It was the quiet horror of knowing.
\n<\/span>Knowing we would not survive the winter. <\/span><\/p>\n

We could still find small amounts of food, but not enough.<\/span><\/p>\n

And then came the impossible choice.
\n<\/span>Divide the little food among everyone and all die slowly.
\n<\/span>Or feed a few so some might survive, while the rest certainly would not.<\/span><\/p>\n

What stayed with me was the desperation I felt, watching the food being taken away.<\/span><\/p>\n

I had prepared well.
\n<\/span>I had done everything right.
\n<\/span>And suddenly, there was no hope.<\/span><\/p>\n

This life: in a cave on a TV show<\/h2>\n

This made me look at my Survivor experience with fresh eyes. <\/span><\/p>\n

I knew there would be very little food. <\/span>So I prepared.
\n<\/span>I smuggled safety pins, to catch fish onto the island. <\/span>Dental floss, to turn into fishing lines.
\n<\/span>I brought vitamin pills. <\/span>Nuts. <\/span>Raisins. <\/span>I hid them in tampons and insisted I needed exactly those.
\n<\/span>That worked for a while.<\/span><\/p>\n

Before I left, I studied edible plants. <\/span>Roots. <\/span>Tubers. <\/span>Seeds.
\n<\/span>I even brought bean sprout seeds; the fastest-growing edible plant I could think of.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Then they put me in a cave.
\n<\/span>No vegetation. <\/span>Nothing to forage.
\n<\/span>Once again, food was taken from me.
\n<\/span>But this time, something changed. <\/span>I adapted.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Expeditie<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

I stole food from the film crew.
\nIf you lock me in a cave and forbid access to food, I bend the rules.
\n<\/span>They locked their lunchbox with a code. <\/span>I found the code.
\n<\/span>I kept finding food even when I was not supposed to.
\n<\/span>For the first time in these stories, I was not powerless.
\n<\/span>That did something.
\n<\/span>It did not remove the craving. <\/span>But it broke the helplessness.<\/span><\/p>\n

When food became a bribe<\/span><\/h2>\n

Another past life story added a different layer to my relationship with food.
\n<\/span>This one is not about wanting to make sure I always have enough food to survive.
\n<\/span>It is about not being able to resist food that is placed in front of me. <\/span>Hungry or not.<\/span><\/p>\n

Long, long ago, I was a young man. <\/span>Huge. <\/span>Tall. <\/span>Fat. <\/span>Strong. <\/span>Mentally challenged.
\n<\/span>Very simple. <\/span>No filters. <\/span>No restraint.
\n<\/span>When I saw something, I took it. <\/span>Food. <\/span>Animals. <\/span>But also women. <\/span>Girls. <\/span>Boys.
\n<\/span>There was no moral framework. <\/span>Only impulse.
\n<\/span><\/p>\n

The village knew this.
\n<\/span>They could not stop me physically. <\/span>So they created a strategy.
\n<\/span>Whenever I appeared, they distracted me with food.
\n<\/span>My favorite dishes. <\/span>Large quantities. <\/span>Beer.<\/span><\/p>\n

As long as I was eating, I was not dangerous.
\n<\/span>If they fed me enough, I would fall asleep.
\n<\/span>Food was used to keep the peace.
\n<\/span>Food became a bribe, to keep me distracted from something much darker.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

I sat with that story for a while. <\/span>Not to judge it. <\/span>Not to excuse it. <\/span>Just to feel what it did in my body.
\n<\/span>The heaviness. <\/span>The urgency.
\n<\/span>The way food stopped being nourishment and became a switch.
\n<\/span>On. Off. Calm. Danger.<\/span><\/p>\n

And I could feel how old that reflex was.
\n<\/span>Not a craving. <\/span>A mechanism.
\n<\/span>Something learned long before language, shame, or choice.
\n<\/span>That was enough for that moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

How the loop connects<\/span><\/h2>\n

This sheds a new light on my friend\u2019s behavior in Hawaii.
\n<\/span>How she prepared all the food, just to prevent me feeling hungry and \u2018becoming someone else\u2019.
\n<\/span>To the constant checking in. <\/span>\u201cAre you hungry?\u201d <\/span>\u201cDo you want this?\u201d <\/span>\u201cDo you want that?\u201d
\n<\/span>She did it with love. <\/span>Instinctively.<\/span><\/p>\n

And suddenly, another loop became visible.
\n<\/span>Food used to keep the peace.
\n<\/span>Food used to prevent something worse.
\n<\/span>Food placed in front of me so everything stays calm.<\/span><\/p>\n

Earlier I joked about \u201cturning evil\u201d when I don\u2019t eat.
\n<\/span>But in the past life story, that danger was very real…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Understanding does not erase, but it frees<\/span><\/h2>\n

Understanding where patterns come from does not make them disappear.<\/span><\/p>\n

I still think about food. <\/span>I still eat when food is there.
\n<\/span>I still feel safer knowing there is food for later.
\n<\/span>But I am aware. <\/span>I no longer shame myself.
\n<\/span>I no longer tell myself a simplified story.<\/span><\/p>\n

You do not even have to believe in past lives for this to be useful. <\/span><\/p>\n

This is where No Excuses lives for me now.
\n<\/span>Not as discipline. <\/span>Not as toughness. <\/span>But as responsibility.
\n<\/span>The stories do not have to be objectively true.
\n<\/span>What matters is this.
\n<\/span>You did not make up a random story. <\/span>You made up this one.
\n<\/span>And that alone can tell you something about what your body is protecting.<\/span><\/p>\n

Food is just one expression. <\/span>For someone else it might be money. <\/span>Control. <\/span>Work. <\/span>Sex. <\/span>Approval.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sometimes the most powerful shift is not fixing the ‘problem’, <\/span>but realizing how old it is, and what it has been protecting all along.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a><\/span>Back to now<\/span><\/h2>\n

Right now, I am ending this blog because my friend\u2019s fridge is calling \ud83d\ude09
\nThere is chocolate in there, and I am not leaving for my next adventure in New Zealand without answering that call.<\/span><\/p>\n

At least I got to experience a fully stocked fridge for a while, and nobody stole my food.<\/span><\/p>\n

PS. If I am ever your guest, know that I cannot guarantee your food will be safe.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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