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Life lessons and insights from eye problems<\/h1>\n

Retinoschisis: losing partial sight in one eye<\/h3>\n<\/div>
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Recently I suddenly lost a part of my vision in one eye. Part of my retina had detached. I had to find a solution in Italy since I was not allowed to not travel. I went to a local hospital where they proposed to laser my retina, to prevent it from detaching further; an experimental treatment. I decided to go for it and lost even a bit more vision. Now I am learning to live with compromised vision in one eye and the constant threat that it will happen again in this eye or the other eye. Not easy for a writer, writing coach<\/a> and avid traveller…\ud83d\udc40<\/p>\n

The first part of this blog describes the events, my experiences, and my observations of the Italian healthcare system. The last part is dedicated to the inSIGHTS and life lessons I learned from this experience.<\/p>\n<\/div>

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<\/i><\/i><\/span>What happened?<\/span><\/a><\/h4><\/div>
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Light flashes<\/h2>\n

On a quiet Sunday afternoon, out of the blue, I started seeing \u2018light flashes\u2019 in my right eye. Every time I moved my eye or head I saw this \u2018lightning\u2019; always in the same place, in the periphery of my sight. Instinctively I felt this was not OK. I messaged my doctor friends in Holland and they told me I should go to an eye doctor first thing in the morning. I went to bed at 6 PM, trying not to move, not to put any pressure on my head. I was very worried because even in the dark I saw light flashes.
\nAn eye problem is so different from anything I have ever experienced because it is literally IN my head. I wish it could have been a toe problem\u2026\u00a0\"\ud83d\ude42\"<\/p>\n

First observations of the Italian healthcare system<\/h2>\n

Monday morning I went to the hospital in the nearest village here in Puglia: Ceglie Messapica. At the reception, they told me that the eye doctor did not see \u2018walk-in patients\u2019 and that I had to go to the emergency room, just around the corner. At the emergency room, they told me to go to the hospital in Martina Franca, about 25 mins away. They did not even see me, ask me anything, or checked if I could drive\u2026 ;(<\/p>\n

I drove there, one eye on the road, not to provoke more light flashes. Outside the emergency room, I was first\u00a0 \u2018processed\u2019 in a tent. Documents, temperature check, covid test, and questionnaire.<\/p>\n

After that, I was moved into the hospital, step by step. Interesting: I only got asked the same questions about residence over and over again (where were you born, where do you live?), none about insurance. I even offered to pay cash, but nobody seemed interested in that, only to get me correctly into the system. Italy offers free health care to its residents and apparently, they had no idea what to do with a non-resident. Finally, they took my \u2018Codice Fiscale\u2019 (fiscal number) and put that in the computer instead of the \u2018tessera sanitaria\u2019 which is the insurance card every Italian possesses.<\/p>\n

Patients or food?<\/h2>\n

After about 45 mins I got assigned to an eye doctor. A nurse walked me to the third floor and told me to wait in the middle of a hallway. The doctor\u2019s office was at the end of the hall. While I was waiting, for about 15 minutes, I heard the doctors talk in that room. About coffee and croissants. No hurry to see a patient. I was surprised that I was the only patient on this floor at all. Every now and then some nurse or doctor passed me in the hallway to have a look at me.<\/p>\n

Finally, I was asked into the office. Everybody seemed to be impressed\/confused to have a foreigner in the hospital. There was a big relief when they found out that I speak some Italian. The relief was followed by discussions about how difficult the language is.<\/p>\n

Retinal detachment<\/h2>\n

Finally, the attention was turned to my eye. I got a very unpleasant examination, where they diluted my pupil to examine my eye, with a lens pressed on my eye and a light with a mirror that the doctor uses to look deep into my eye.<\/p>\n

The doctor did not explain what he was doing, nor share any of his findings. In the end, he told me to come to another hospital tomorrow, where they have an echo machine, so he can make an echo of my eye. When the anesthesia in my eye got less active and I could see again, I studied the official-looking document he gave me. There! The doctor wrote that he suspected a \u2018retinal detachment\u2019\u2026<\/p>\n

Of course, I Googled. It did not look good. Risk of loss of eyesight. Probably needs a laser treatment or an operation. What I had could not be cured, we could only hope that the retina would not detach further. Laser treatment would burn some spots on my retina, which would then form scars, that might prevent the retina from detaching further. That sounded horrible! But reading about eye operations, made laser look like the best option. That operation looked really scary! And not only that, but during the operation, they would replace the liquid in my eye with oil or gas, which would make my lens cloudy, so they would have to replace my lens as well. The more I read about the operation, the more I was hoping that laser treatment would be enough. Could I, should I go to Holland to solve this?<\/p>\n

I called a Dutch eye hospital and they told me that first, they have a waitlist, and second I should not fly in this condition. So my solution should be found here, in Italy.<\/p>\n

Stuck in Italy\u00a0\"\ud83c\uddee\ud83c\uddf9\"<\/h2>\n

After another night of trying to sleep with my head up, to avoid pressure on my eye, I went to the hospital in Taranto. Same doctor. He was in a foul mood, snapping at his assistants, and behaving like a tyrant. He kept telling them he was in a hurry, while there \u2013 again \u2013 were no other patients around. I was wondering: if an operation is necessary, do I want to be operated on by this doctor? But I did not seem to have too much choice. Treatment needs to be as fast as possible, according to Google, to avoid more damage and I did not have time to go \u2018shopping around\u2019.<\/p>\n

The echo showed a clear picture of a detached retina. Doc gave me a print of the image and made me wait, without explaining anything. At some point, I asked: \u2018This looks like a detached retina?\u2019 He looked at me suspiciously: \u2018How do you know this?\u2019 \u2018Google\u2019, I answered with a smile.<\/p>\n

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Second opinion<\/h2>\n

While waiting for the same unpleasant examination as yesterday, I googled (again with one eye). Now retinal detachment was confirmed, I read again about the recommended operations. The laser was not an option anymore. There were three different operations possible to solve my issue, but none of them sounded pleasant. One is a rubber band around the eye, another is replacing the eye liquid with gas, which will result in the need for a lens replacement within a year or so, and the third is equally unpleasant.<\/p>\n

Again the doc did not tell me anything after the examination. But I heard him ask a colleague for advice and he sent the picture of the echo to another colleague. Finally, I was told to go to yet another hospital tomorrow, where another doctor would examine me. Seems like I got my \u2018second opinion\u2019 and also a slightly bigger hospital.<\/p>\n

Anthropological observations<\/h2>\n

Good things about Italy so far: no waitlist, immediate attention, weird enough no questions about insurance (health care is free in Italy).<\/p>\n

Weird things:<\/p>\n